okey boys n girls... todays mood swing is really comes out of no where... But me being dishonest distroys trust??? u got to be kidding me... for me to be dishonest is sometimes to just save my sorry ass from doing something stupid n take that period of time doing something better like dancing, going gym, hang out with friends n what so ever.. with this kind of things i did.. is it wrong??? hmmm ans that ques freak.. i didn't use anybody's name n lie that im going out with u but end the end of the day im hang out with someone else right... F*ck ah!!! i hate be to lable alright... Stupid shit.. Ahhhh do whatever f*ck u wanna do lah.. I dont give a dame anymore... Im no longer can be trusted right.. F*ck!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!! Nice right being lable lier!!! Best!!! If i know its gonna end up like this, i prefer to be fat so i wont hang out in gym or hang out @ all... Better be my old halim.. FAT N UGLY N WHERE NO ONE NOTICE.. F*CK!!! Aku puasa siak n feels like this eh... Bodoh!!! Okey if u wanna know what happen that day.. Lets start.. Aku memang ada nangji that day.. so when ko called i was cleaning my blady f*cking house.. and im blady f*cking tired.. so of cause lah aku turn down ur offer of going out to gym.. So about what 5 plus 6 gitu hazril called.. cakap: dia nk gi cari hadiah untuk kawan dia n he need suggestion... so after a stress day and tired day @ home, mesti lah u wanna go out n relex right... not all tention up.. So did when out with hazril n hir.. Nothing in mind to sympathy any one in a matter of fact.. So after everything i did when to someone blog which i tot she's would understand me as who im am or my double face me. But no... She have to like post all this F*ck up stuff about me untill all the people around me lable me... Klau tkde nama tk pasal.. F*CK!! Ada nama sia.. Wah let me tell u.. The feeling is so painful even if i gain back my 35 KGS won't feel that painful.. By the way kan... its just about me not going to gym plus a nanji plus last min ada orang call ask for help n go out with him n end up all the f*cking bad stuff comes out... U know what.. Dont say u been all honest with me... Theres alot more u lied to than what i lied to u... Stupid shit sia... But whatever f*ck ah eh... apa dah dia buat tk leh di jilat balik kan.. i felt stupid to say im sorry n its not even ma fault... So now its ma turn... If u people out there think im a BIG FAT LIER kan.. dont even border look @ me.. u guys are better off without me.. What! can't take abit of my two face look.. FUCK OFF!!! Run along now alright.. U wanna me to be stright forward.. okey! lets see u like which better, ma two face or the stright forward... i might not be as claver as u are but one thing, i have ma own stand for ma own lie f*ck...
Okey feels better... Be back with post i promised soon alright.. as if anyone gonna read this blog...
Monday, September 15, 2008
Ans to all this Confusion
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